This morning finds me at my desk with a lively mind .
This morning finds me at my desk with a lively mind to put in order. Last evening was my regular counselling appointment, which is part of the reason. Others include my singing lesson later, and the uncertainty of tomorrow with the chance to experience what might be the beginnings of a new career. [More anon]. If I do what I tell myself, I can put these later events to one side. They will be fun and I'm looking forward to them, albeit with the full knowledge that in both cases I shall come away knowing more than when I went in. I shall meet many new people. So be it, I'll do my best. Nervous! So, to 'Counselling', the Psychodynamic version. I sit in a comfortable armchair facing the counsellor at an angle. She smiles and is approachable, we talk. I have the first word...'Well here we are again...'.. silence ... 'What shall we talk about?'.. She responds to my defensive strategy by asking about what has happened since we last met... I can't reca...